Where have I been these last couple of…
well you know, who’s counting the length of time I’ve been on MIA
status anyway? *sweeps data under rug* The point is that I keep
coming back to what I love. And this is a mighty fine lesson I’ve
been learning from the universe, that no matter how long I’ve been
“off-track,” I can always come back. *grumbles something about
annoying lessons of the universe...*
The journey has truly been taking me
for a roller coaster ride, jerking me in every which way, and I still
haven’t managed to find the exit! *EEK!* If it’s not one thing it
feels like another and really, when do I even find time to breathe?
Constantly it seemed (seems) my mind was and is on constant overload.
Always trying to figure something out or make plans for some up and
coming experience. Wait… figuring it out? Didn’t I have some post
like six months ago about NOT trying to figure it out? What happened
to letting go and all that poppycock?! And yet here I’ve been,
seemingly reverting back to old mindsets *shakes sense into self*…
or have I *stops the shaking for a moment*?
Often I stop and wonder if I am
reverting and how it may be hindering my possible progress. But then
again, if I am actually able to take notice and recognize my
consistent behaviors, am I really reverting back to the same spot? Or
am I looking at similar circumstances from a different perspective,
so that I am now actually gaining new perspective and expansion about
it? Of course... then after all that pondering I have to consider...
(yes after having said ALL of that) how much all of that pondering
really matters anyway. When it comes down to it, it’s all about
being able to let go and allowing the universe to work its magic
(which really just means getting out of the way) as much as we
possibly can. The best way to allow is just to trust in the universe
and live in the moment.
When we can enjoy each moment as it
comes, we are able to be open to new possibilities, new worlds,
worlds that we never would have been able to consider fathoming,
because when we are operating from the vastly unlimited source from
within,EVERYTHING is more than possible, it becomes reality. If we
are living in the moment and stepping out on faith (regardless of our
specific doctrines or belief systems (or even lack there of), life
is a new treasure, a new journey in each and every moment that we
chose to breathe the breath of life!
